Never Broken by Jewel
This is a really unique memoir because Jewel is a really unique person. Some of her family is now featured on the TV show Alaska: the last frontier, but that is only part of the story. In the first two chapters you quickly see that while she was raised on a homestead in Alaska with incredibly beautiful nature, she was also the product of very dysfunctional and often violent parents. She talks about how her unique family taught her ways to cope with stress and she learned to work very hard from a young age. But, she also had to struggle to create new paths for herself because her parents weren't there for her like most people's are. I had no idea that her mother basically inserted herself into Jewel's success and stole most of her money at the beginning of her career. Jewel is really self-made in so many ways and she has overcome a lot to get to where she is today. Overall, an interesting and unique memoir of Jewel's life so far.

Me Before You by Jojo Moyes (Books & Banter book club, re-read)
This book was absolutely AMAZING! I really loved The Last Letter From Your Lover, so I wasn't sure if this one would be as good, but it definitely was. The story follows Louisa Clark who lives with her family in the same house she grew up in. Louisa has never had the desire to leave her small hometown and is happy with her life. When she gets laid off from a job she loved she ends up taking a job as a caretaker for a quadriplegic. Will was in the prime of his life when he was hit by a car and ended up paralyzed. Will is angry, rude, and generally makes Louisa's job as hard as possible. Louisa really needs the money and the job is only for six months so she decides to stick it out. Over time she learns to read Will better and they actually start to become friends. Then Louisa finds out that Will is planning to commit suicide through a euthanasia organization. She makes it her mission to show Will that life is worth living no matter what. During the 6 months Louisa works with Will both of their lives will change in unimaginable ways, but will it be enough to convince Will to change his plans? A unique story of love and friendship with a tear-jerker ending. [original review for when I read it the first time Feb. 5, 2013]
After re-reading this one for book club my original opinion still stands - this is an AMAZING book! There really isn't anything for me to add except that now I'm even more excited to start After You, the sequel! This should make for a really interesting book club discussion too.

After You by Jojo Moyes
So, when one of my book clubs decided to read Me Before YouI decided that after re-reading it I would have After You ready to read. After You picks up with Lou about a year and a half after Will's death. Lou is really struggling with trying to move on after Will. She has bought a house with the money Will left her, but she is still working a dead-end job and feels stuck. After an accident forces her to recover at her parent's home, Lou realizes that she has got to re-start her life. But, when a person from Will's past comes into her life it throws her for a loop. She also meets a man and starts to fall in love, but is fearful of opening herself up again. After You shows Lou's struggle through her grief, but it also shows how she is finally able to start her own adventures like Will wanted for her.
This is really a great sequel and another fantastic book by Jojo Moyes! If you liked Me Before You then After You is a must read!

Wearing God: clothing, laughter, fire, and other overlooked ways of meeting God by Lauren Winner
This is a unique book that explores some of the lesser known qualities or images of God. Winner explains that most churches focus on a few of the more "common" images of God - Father, Great Physician, Shepherd, etc. "'Shepherd' and 'light' are perfectly wonderful images, but in fixing on them - in fixing on any three or four primary metaphors for God - we have truncated our relationship with the divine, and we have cut ourselves off from the more voluble and variable witness of the scriptures, which depict God as clothing. As fire. As comedian. Sleeper. Water. Dog." (p. 6-7) Winner covers God as Clothing, Smell, Bread and Vine, Laboring Woman, Laughter, and Flame. In each chapter she talks about the significance of each of these images and how they are played out in the Bible and how they might be applicable for us today. She reiterates that God who is more than we can ever imagine is also readily present in everyday things like bread and clothes - if we are open to see Him there. She also reiterates that God regularly shows Himself in common, simple things or ways that any poor commoner would understand and relate to. Overall, this is a really unique book and it will definitely encourage you to think about God in more than just the most common ways.
"Lord, to laugh in the midst of trial and to rejoice in the darkest valley is another way of saying, 'Our hope is in you.' Fill us with laughter and joy while we work for peace and strive for justice...Help us to live so foolishly for you that we draw onlookers and those who would deride us. And while they watch and mock, change all our hearts that we might learn to laugh at the foolishness this world calls normal and run away with the circus that is real life. Amen. - Prayers for December 21 and January 27, Common Prayer: a Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals" (p. 202)
"But it is worth noting that fire's very destructiveness is sometimes regenerative. Fires can clear weaker trees from a forest and therefore allow the healthier, larger trees to flourish. Soil nourished by burned vegetation becomes more nutritious for the trees that remain. Some trees require fire to survive: many 'fire-dependent' firs need fire because the pinecones that contain their seeds can only open and let the seeds out if exposed to intense heat. The seeds then find a congenial place to germinate in the beds of ash left after the fires have died down. Could the Bible's fiery imagery suggest that God's destruction is regnerative? That God destroys not me but my sin, my hardness of heart, my fear, precisely so that I might be renewed?" (p. 210-11)

Unbecoming by Rebecca Scherm
Another reviewer compared this book to a mixture of Gone Girl and The Goldfinch, which I can definitely see - although both of those books are much better than this one. Grace grew up knowing she was a "bad apple." There was nothing she could do to change who she really was, but she was determined to try to make herself worthy of her boyfriend Riley's well-heeled family. But, all her plans fell apart after a robbery gone bad. Grace was never fingered as part of it, but she knew it was only a matter of time before Riley and Alls got out of prison and came looking for her. She is now living in Paris as Julie from California who works repairing antiques. When one of the ghosts from her past shows up Grace has to decide which path to take - try to keep starting over fresh, or continue on the "bad apple" path. Told in flash backs between the present day in Paris and what happened back in Garland, Tennessee, this is one of those books that you can't stop reading because you're dying to know what happens next. I like how Grace's character is shown as struggling between who she really is and who she thinks she wants to be. It's really interesting to see how she views herself and her choices - especially at the end. I liked the ending and how she ends up with someone who really knows her and loves her anyway.
As a side bar I just have to say how much I HATED the character of Greg - what an entitled asshole!

Stir: my broken brain and the meals that brought me home by Jessica Fechtor
When Jessica Fechtor was twenty-eight years old she was happily married, running marathons and ready to start trying for a baby. Then suddenly she had an aneurysm burst in her brain and almost died. Over the next 2 years she has 3 brain surgeries, loses the sight in her left eye and loses her sense of smell. After such an active life the recovery is hard - both because she's been so sick and also because it's hard for her to not be doing something all the time. Food was always a focus in her life, but while recovering she becomes even more focused on it. Her friends make lots of food hoping something will taste good to her and as soon as she's physically able, she is back in the kitchen cooking. While recovering from her surgeries, she starts a food blog and that is what helps her get through that time and helped shape this book. Each chapter has a recipe that mentioned in that chapter and all are significant foods from this time in her life. Her story is amazing in that she went from healthy to almost dying back to healthy again. Overall, I a good food memoir.

The Hours Count by Jillian Cantor
On June 19, 1953 Julius and Ethel Rosenberg were executed for conspiring to commit espionage. The day Ethel was arrested she left her two young sons in the care of a neighbor. Jillian Cantor blends fact and fiction together to create a friendship between Ethel and her fictional neighbor Millie Stein. Millie is living with her husband Ed and young son David in New York City. She is struggling to connect with other mothers because her son David at almost 3 years old is still not speaking. When she meets Ethel with her strong-willed son John, they connect. Soon the political climate changes and the FBI is investigating Julius and Ethel. Millie wants to believe they are innocent, but she's not sure. She also realizes she doesn't know her own husband at all. Not knowing who to believe she tries to protect her children, but at what cost?
This is a brilliantly imagined story and Millie's character is very relatable and well done. Even though this is fiction and we don't know for sure if Julius and Ethel Rosenberg were spies, this is still a stain on American history. Cantor does a great job imagining the Rosenberg's life and how their story may have unfolded.

Growing Tomorrow by Forrest Pritchard
I loved Forrest Pritchard's farm memoir Gaining Ground, so I was very excited to check out this new book by him. In the Introduction to the book Pritchard talks about the overwhelming response to his book - from farmers and non-farmers alike. He thought if his farm could generate so much interest, what if it was multiplied to include many sustainable farms and how they are changing American agriculture? And that's how Growing Tomorrow was born. Pritchard visits 18 sustainable farms across the U.S. and each chapter ends with a few recipes from that farm based on the types of food they grow/raise. All of the farms are inspiring, but I particularly liked the profile of D-Town Farm in Detroit where there are NO grocery stores, so fresh food is incredibly hard to come by, but the people running D-Town are determined to change that for their city. Overall, this is a really inspiring book that shows how all over the country farmers are changing American agriculture for the better - smaller and more sustainable will eventually win the food race.
Some quotes I really liked:
"When you work for yourself, you ruin yourself as an employee for anyone else. You realize how much you're really worth, and that no one can pay you enough." (Matt Romero pg. 116)
"If we could get more farmers' markets to stay open year-round across the country, farmers would figure out a way to supply them. Grocery stores stay open all year, and somebody's providing that food. Farmers can grow food year-round if they're given the right opportunity, and the customers show up to support them." (Matt Romero pg. 118)

Our Endless Numbered Days by Claire Fuller
James, a survivalist, kidnaps his eight-year-old daughter Peggy and takes her to live in a ramshackle cabin deep in the Bavarian woods. He tells her that everyone else in the world is dead and they are the only ones left. After almost starving to death in the first winter, they seem to live a relatively decent life. According to Peggy, the last summer they are there she meets Reuben who is also living in the woods and seems to be a few years older than her. They fall in love and he encourages her to escape from her increasingly-crazy father who wants them to commit suicide together. After her escape she can't find Reuben, but is reunited with her mother and the brother she didn't know existed. As the police investigate her story the truth about what really happened to Peggy while living in the remote cabin comes to light. At first the ending didn't make sense to me, but looking back there were some subtle red flags that only make sense in light of the ending.
I thought it was an interesting premise for a book, but I was disappointed with the ending. I did want to find out what happened to Peggy, but the ending kind of ruins the whole book in my opinion.
It Was Me All Along by Andie Mitchell
Andie Mitchell grew up in an extremely dysfunctional home with an abusive alcoholic father. Since her father wasn't able to hold down a steady job, her mother often worked 3 or 4 jobs to try to support their family. Andie's mother showed her love through food and Andie grew up with no idea of proper portion sizes or nutrition. By the time she was 20 years old she weighed 268 pounds. She knew then if she didn't make a drastic change that she would die young. She learned through weight watchers about portion control and exercise and in over a year she lost 135 pounds! But, her struggle was not over. After losing so much weigh she felt obsessed with not gaining it back and was so strict with her diet and exercise regime that she couldn't even go out to eat with her boyfriend. Finally, Andie began to realize that in order for the changes to stick she had to relax and she was able to settle into a healthy relationship with food for the first time in her life. This is a really inspiring story. I found out about this book when I heard about a cookbook that she has coming out soon, but I wanted to read her memoir first. Now I can't wait to check out her cookbook when it comes out.